It’s been quite a long time since I’ve posted anything. My fall was far busier than I had ever planned. I took on a new endeavor, alongside my photography business, that created the perfect storm of chaos and I needed rest.
If we’re honest, I still don’t feel rested. Here we are at the tail end of February and I’ve done nothing. I have all these thoughts swimming in my head. Things I want to do, goals I want to work toward, places I want to see myself in the near future, but one thing stands in the way. A toddler.
Being a mom is H-A-R-D. But I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world. Right now I want to make sure my focus is on my kids and my family. That doesn’t mean that I give up the dream. It just means that the dream comes to fruition a little slower than what I’d like to see. Not in my time.
I just look at these long days and remember they are a blip, a blink, a split second on the timeline of life. I’ll get where I want to go, eventually, but I’m going to do it a little slower than most. I’m not going to beat myself up over it, I’m going to savor these precious moments.